Well
folks it’s a little hard to believe but I, Andy Russell, am no longer really a
stranger to this place called Dodoma. To be sure, I don’t know everything
about Dodoma, not even close. But I know the compound where I live, my
walk to work, the CK office, Rose’s (where I get lunch most days, as well as a
good number of the other store fronts and spots around Dodoma. This
familiarity has brought something else along with it: routine.
The word
“routine” strikes fear into the hearts of many people. I am no
exception. The banal, the repetition of less than stimulating activities
over and over again, it can make us fear that somehow we’re not living life to
the fullest. Just look at TV shows, commercials, movies, newsstands,
YouTube videos: clearly we aren’t being spontaneous or adventurous or glamorous
enough. WHY AREN’T WE HAVING FUN ALL THE TIME???
For me,
routine has especially settled in at work. Emails are checked,
spreadsheets are updated, CK students or their parents stop by with healthcare
or tuition needs, distribution schedules are discussed, and the world gently
turns. To be sure, all of this work is important to the mission of the
Carpenter’s Kids. But sometimes, in the slower moments, it certainly
doesn’t feel that way. And during those moments it can be terribly easy
to drift off into fantasy, a world that replaces spreadsheets with NFL stardom
and meetings with red carpets (who day dreams about those things anyhow?
Not me that’s for sure...).
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I know this desk well |
At YASC
mission training, we touched on the idea of “being present” several times
throughout. It was not the first time that I had heard the call to “be
present,” but I did take it more seriously than times past (I think being at a
monastery helped). The Daily Offices, the Great Silence, eating
breakfast, trading experiences with other YASCers: I was there.
I still had a little feeling of “great, us Christians and our vague,
spiritual-sounding jargon.” But “being present” did begin to mean
something to me.
And boy
does it mean something to me now. If God is everywhere all the time, then
I am finding it increasingly important to take that seriously. To know
that no matter the moment—a miraculous triumph, a crushing defeat, a day spent
hunched over a desktop computer screen, whatever—God is present. And that
is a powerful thing. God, our Creator, who lovingly sent His Son down to
die for our sins in order to save us all, is there. We just have to be
there with Him. Cut out the day dreams, the fantasy, the speculation
about the future, and just be with God.
Being
present is something that I lose touch of constantly, but it’s also something
to which I have become determined to return. Routines can seem like a
real downer, but I’ve come to realize more and more that there is so much more
to the everyday we experience. Paul urges the Philippians to “Rejoice in
the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice” (Philippians 4:4 NRSV). Because He
is right there with us. Always.